Sunday, May 3, 2009

Goal-Oriented

I haven't posted in here in a while, so I figured I'd update with my plans for the upcoming year, or the rest of this year.

I'm really hoping to be able to re-enter school this coming fall. I just need to fill out the FAFSA and go argue with the school about giving me my scholarship money back. Ggrrr.... That's gonna be fun. I'm just worried, though, because my fibro has caused me to have to drop out THREE times. It's really ridiculous and frusturating. I shouldn't have to worry about not being able to concentrate or stay focused or staying awake at the age of 21! I should be finishing up my junior year, not still be considered a freshman. Sigh.

I'd also like to have two of my credit cards paid off by the end of the year, which means I need to start looking into getting a part-time job, with hopefully not too much heavy work or preferably standing for long periods of time. It's just something I can't do anymore. I can't even take long showers like I used to (like 20-30 minutes) without having to sit down in the shower. Rawr!

And I would also like to learn how to sew by the end of the year as well. It's something I'm really getting into, being interested in fashion design like I am, and I'm just itching to learn so I can start putting some of my ideas into practice. :)

And last, but not least, I would like to move in with my fiance by the end of the year. I can already hardly stand to be away from him for more than a day, and I'm just so ready to start our life together. I'm not a patient person, and for crying out loud, we've already been together 5 years AND we're engaged! Sheesh. ;) But really, I just love him immensely and want to be with him as much as possible. I love sleeping beside him and waking up to him, and even when I'm at home, I wake up thinking I'm with him, and then get severely disappointed and sad when I'm not. :-p

But yes, those are my goals for 2009! Wish me luck on acheiving them. ;)

1 comment:

Moonlight Eternal said...

I'm the same way with showers. It sucks. The only thing I can think to help you with school is to take only one or two classes at a time. I'm not thinking about school at the moment for the same reasons, I don't have the money to waste if it turns out I can't do it. *hugs*